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Thank you all so much for your replies, they have shown me that there is light at the end of this dark tunnel. Being half-way through treatment I have mixed emotions. Some days I will be fine whereas other days i'm constantly crying. Its so difficult to stay strong and composed in front of 3 kidz who have always seen their mummy as superwoman. They are my strength for whom i intend to fight this but they also become my weakness when i am low and think about what will happen to them if i'm not there. Having discovered this website by chance i'm so glad i did. It has given me that much needed boost of motivation and hope. Thank you once again and best wishes to all of you.