[TriciaK]

Angelisa, I am sending you thoughts and prayers, too. This is a very compassionate group and collectively we've been through about it all! I am 80, have been fighting breast cancer for 25 years, am now dealing with my 4th round of it (second her2). You are getting great comments and advice from others, so let me just add my little mantra:" I never say I HAVE BC---I always say I AM FIGHTING BC." And also remember that faith and fear cannot coexist, so whenever you feel overwhelmed with fear, reach out and embrace your faith and fear has to leave. You have wonderful faith, and I absolutely agree that you have had some special signs. You may well find, as many of us have, that the experiences you are now going through and may yet go through will make you a far better person, and teach you great lessons of love and appreciation for others and for life itself. None of us chose to belong to this particular "club" but many of us would not give up what we have learned and gained from it. You can find the stories and posts that will help you understand so much about us and what we have overcome. Please post often. Hugs, TriciaK