[TriciaK]

Please know that we are all praying for you, Emilie! I second the idea of taking a deep breath and refusing to face the fear for at least 24 hours, doing something special for yourself, pampering yourself and letting others be there for you. I definitely believe in visualizing the cancer mets and cells being gobbled up by whatever you can imagine. It is so hard to be positive when you get such devastating news, but it will help you face it and fight it. I've learned in my 25+ years of fighting BC that when the bad news comes I can wring my hands and say in abject fear "Oh God, what do I do now?" or I can square my shoulders, look fear right in the eye, and pray courageously "Oh, God, what do I do now?" And when God gives you the answer, do it! I promise tht I will be praying for you, and I know many others will too, because that is what we do here! Hugs, Tricia