[PinkGirl]

Hey CheleeGirl

That was an excellent whine/vent ... good job. I hope it felt good to get
all of that crap off your chest ... that's what we're here for.

Why don't you take a few days to be pi$$ed off at the world and
then, as wise ChrisyGirl suggested, move forward. You can't undo
the surgery ... there's nothing you can do about the past ... you know
that old saying about arguing with reality ... reality always wins.

You have been through so much and have been so strong and determined.
I know you will find a way to get through this phase too .... I know you can
do it!!!