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Old 12-22-2009, 01:41 PM   #2
Becky
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Re: Dont know what to think or feel

Dear Dawn

Your fears are completely justified. I would be thrown for a double loop too. There is nothing you can do except breathe (in and out a couple of times) and smile. I think when you smile, you just feel better.

Also, I think that no fortune in the fortune cookie just means that you have to make your own future - which is better than any fortune cookie fortune (what is it with those anyway - if you add "in bed" to the end of any of them, it still makes sense which is no sense at all).

So, you have a future and its your own and entirely up to you.

Smile now and often!
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Becky

Found lump via BSE
Diagnosed 8/04 at age 45
1.9cm tumor, ER+PR-, Her2 3+(rt side)
2 micromets to sentinel node
Stage 2A
left 3mm DCIS - low grade ER+PR+Her2 neg
lumpectomies 9/7/04
4DD AC followed by 4 DD taxol
Used Leukine instead of Neulasta
35 rads on right side only
4/05 started Tamoxifen
Started Herceptin 4 months after last Taxol due to
trial results and 2005 ASCO meeting & recommendations
Oophorectomy 8/05
Started Arimidex 9/05
Finished Herceptin (16 months) 9/06
Arimidex Only
Prolia every 6 months for osteopenia

NED 18 years!

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