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Believe51 · 09-30-2009, 10:41 AM

Cannot imagine the tears that fall reading a thread like this or getting assorted phone calls from all over. I cannot express and you think I could by now. The love and support I have recieved here is a unique bond, it has been my life's work....because of you. I will be working when my benefits run out and before the extended benefits. I have to wonder if this is really supposed to be...I feel my life was supposed to be this, I am still centered and focused somehow. Thank you all for walking the walk with us and sorry that you must join us on this part. Please do not let this all discourage anyone from anything. There is no regrets, we turned all stones and I grab great comfort from this...as can you knowing that.

I will set up a seperate updated post about his condition. It will still inspire you. See you soon and giant hugs...Marie

I still cannot believe this is happening...can you believe that?? Unreal.

09-30-2009, 10:41 AM	#20
Believe51 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE Posts: 3,000	Re: Marie needs some help Cannot imagine the tears that fall reading a thread like this or getting assorted phone calls from all over. I cannot express and you think I could by now. The love and support I have recieved here is a unique bond, it has been my life's work....because of you. I will be working when my benefits run out and before the extended benefits. I have to wonder if this is really supposed to be...I feel my life was supposed to be this, I am still centered and focused somehow. Thank you all for walking the walk with us and sorry that you must join us on this part. Please do not let this all discourage anyone from anything. There is no regrets, we turned all stones and I grab great comfort from this...as can you knowing that. I will set up a seperate updated post about his condition. It will still inspire you. See you soon and giant hugs...Marie I still cannot believe this is happening...can you believe that?? Unreal. __________________ 9/7/06Husband 50yrs=StageIV IBC/HER2+,BoneMets10/06TaxotereX10,'H'1X wk,Zometa,Tamoxifen4/12/07Last Tax5/18/07Pet=Rapid Cell Activity,No Organ Mets,Lytic Lesions,Degeneration,Some Bone Repair5/07ChemoFail6/01/07Pleural Thoracentisis=Effusions,NoMalignantCells6/19/07+7/2/07DFCI 6/25/07BrainMRI=BrainMets,Many<9mm7/10/07WBR/PelvisRad37.5Gx15&Nutritionist8/19/07T/X9/20/07BrainMRI=2<2mm10/6/07Pet=BoneProgression 10/24/07ChemoFail11/9/07A/Cx10,EndTam12/7/07Faslodex12/10/07Muga7512/13/07BlasticLesions1/7/08BrainMRI=Clear4/1/08Pet=BoneImprovement, NoProgression,Stable4/7/08BrainPerfect5/16/08Last A/C8/26/08BrainMets=10(<9mm)9/10/08Gamma10/30/08Met=5mm12/19/08Gamma5mets5 12/22/08SpinalMets1/14/09SpinalRads2/17/09BrainMRI=NoNewMets4/20/09BoneScan5/14/09Ixempra6/1/09BrainMRI=NumerousMets6/24/09DFCIw/DrBurstein6/26/09Continue Ixempra/Faslodex/Zometa~TM now lower7/17/09Stop Ixempra By Choice9/21/09HOSPICE10/16/09Earned His Deserved Wings And Halo=37 Month Fight w/Stage 4 IBC, Her2+++,My Hero!!