You need to stop questioning yourself. And I agree in the second opinion.!!!!
Also, I think, if I were you I would explore doing some holistic avenues along with the course of "whatever" the doctors ask you to do.... I am doing a combined approach of chemo/herception and then diet and a huge change in how my body can handle and heal itself. The catch is I have changed the pH in my body - and cancer can not survive, (grow or even stay active) in a body with a neutral pH. So.... the approach is change the pH in our bodies and live.... heal ourselves. It really is that easy.
If you want another approach - please email me for more info (I have a TON) at my personal email.
wheelistic@yahoo.com
I am thinking really good thoughts for you and believe that you will get some answers from your doc and also a 2nd opionion --- that will be a good start!
Hope this helps --- Karen