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Got results today. It was B-9. Though actually what they said was that it was not mets. I don't understand dermatology lingo, but somehow it could be related to my breast cancer, but it is not mets. It is a Lymphocyte rich granuloma annulare tissue reaction. In any case after worrying for a week about it ,you would think that I would be calm and contented. I don't know why, or even if it was called for , but I flew into a rage when I got home, on the telephone to the derm, because she wouldn't renew my prescription for keflex. I always keep it on hand in case of just such an event(infection in lymphadema arm). Also after reading the handout she gave me today I noticed that she never told me to wash it and use hydrogen peroxide on it before the bacitracin and bandaid. Also both times I saw her she gave me only two bandaids. I asked her for more and she refused. I had to spend over $12. for these bandages. Today I asked the nurse and she gave me a ton(over twenty), which I will need. All of these things weighed heavy on my mind. When I called on the phone, the secretery insulted me by saying"Well would you like to see a paying doctor". Thats what did it. I didn't ask to be disabled. I have another major disability most of my life. I would have preferred to be normal and have medical bills. Her saying that to me was so insulting. It made me so angry. I hung up and called back later and apologized. Just for peace sake. Thank you all. Don't know but I feel I need a vacation.