[Bill]

Scans always make us nervous and fearful. It's that natural human "fear of the un-known", but if you try to shift your thinking toward the "knowledge is power" frame of mind, it can help. You're in a battle now, not of your own choosing, but it is what it is. From your post, we can tell that you are a strong, focused woman. When you awaken each morning, take a few deep breaths and tell yourself, "I am in a battle now, and I have become the Warrior. This day is mine. This time is mine. I will fight today and do the best I can today. At the end of this day, I will rest, knowing that tomorrow will take care of itself"