[Carolyns]

Hi All,

It seems like I may not be able to wait to try to get into the TDM1 trial at this time. I don't want to jump ahead of myself but my markers continue to rise and my doctor thinks that we need to scan now. We believe that we may need to act sooner than the trial will open. I am SO incredibility happy for everyone here who is having such great success with TDM1 and it gives me such hope. But I would be lying if I didn't say I am heartbroken at the prospect of not having access to it yet again (this is my 3rd attempt). I know that I will get to a point where I will accept whatever drug we come up with next but right now I just feel sad at the prospect that it may not be TDM1.

My son is home and I don't want him to hear me crying. Maybe I am just pushing too hard to get on TDM1. I don't know but I may have to let go of that fight for now. Inscanity has a tight grip on me now and I feel so scared.

Thank you for listening.

Love, Hope, Peace, Carolyn