[Believe51]

This is an interesting thread and I am so happy to stumble across it, thank you for starting this for us all. I have to say that all of these posts are a menagerie of our life with cancer. Ed and I have been alienated and have alienated others. Our life is pure and as close to perfect as it can be. We have also got rid of the negative parasites that were in our life too. One of the negative forces we ridded our lives from was my grandmother. She is just our landlord now, although a hard decision to make I have tried to avoid this for many years before cancer. Cancer aside, our lives are full of positive and pure aspects and individuals, only NED could make it any better.

As for you My Sweet, although you never received the reason why he left, you did deserve one even if it made no sense to you. Some people really do not know what to say or how to react when cancer comes to town and most do not understand the illness at all. Sometimes it is ignorance, sometimes self-protection. This does not make those people bad or negative, just one who may not help this journey be the best it can be. You have been through so much since becoming ill and all of it you never deserved. The quality people who love you have condensed to a neat little support group and that is what matters and everything you do deserve. Sending you love, support and a reminder that the people like me who love you will never leave and totally 'get it'. Thanks again for expressing yourself.>>Believe51