[RobinP]

Yes, your emotions are completely normal. I think I had a harder time coping a few years after diagnosis than when I was going through treatments, as you finally have time to think about what you've been through. I wished I had read some good self book sooner, rather than suffering through it all for so long. My doc gave me Zoloft, which helped. However, what helped the most were books that preach about focusing on the now rather than the past and future.- Eckhart Tolle's recent best seller hits on this topic great.