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Andi, I try to live by and take your words to heart about the ego and spirit and all.
Sometimes it is just so hard though. I know what you are saying, I agree 100%, but today at work, my ego was giving me hell. It was creating issues in my head and I know I must have been giving off neg vibes. I didn't know if my thoughts were justified, I almost thought I was depressed or something,...I think my ego blew things out of proportion. Thank God I had yoga after work and it was a really good session.
I am mostly just writing this to VENT! I know my problem was my out of control ego. But today, it just felt like too much work to try to control, so I just let it go and I just rode it out. I am hoping for a better day tomorrow.
I just wish you were here so I could have a shoulder to cry on.
Maryanne
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*** MARYANNE *** aka HARRIECANARIE
1993: right side DCIS, lumpectomy, rads
1999: left side DCIS, lumpectomy, rads, tamoxifen
2006:
BRCA 2 positive
Stage I, invasive DCIS (6mm x 5mm)
Grade: intermediate
sentinal node biopsy: neg
HER2/neu amplified 4.7
ER+/PR+
TOPO II neg
Oncotype dx 20
Bilat mastectomy with DIEP flap reconstruction
oophorectomy
2007:
6 cycles TCH (taxotere, carboplatin, herceptin)
finished 1 yr herceptin 05/07
Arimidex, stopped after almost 1 yr
Femara
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