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thank you so much everyone, i really needed some ears to just listen to me you guys don't know how nice it is to have your support. cyberhugs are always welcome.
oh another thing is that my mother doesn;t know. she doesnt speak good english. i dont know what to do. my mom does so much housework and cooks and cleans and i have a little brother, i can help her during the summer but i cant do anything the other 9 months when im away. i cant believe my dad let her do all that housework when doctors said she has to be carefull even when coughing.
im so worried. thanks for a ll the advice, the pain managment is one i will definently look into although my mom is pain free for the time being.
i wish it wasnt true. im probably delusional but my dad said he couldnt understand everything the doctor said bc his english is not so good as well. im too nervous to actually ask. i really wish my aunt was here.
sorry for ranting. im trying really hard not to think about it. i actually have math homeowrk to do right now, i dont know how im gonna focus.
i just wish i had a loving supportive dad who would actually take care of my mom. he's so distant and i cant fully trust him while im away.
does anyone have any suggestions? should i transfer colleges, right now i go to an ivy but if i transfer the college wouldnt be as good and my mom would be so mad with me. im just in limbo land right now, i need to figure things out
again thanks everyone for listening my random rants
sue
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