Oh Krista,
I never tire of hearing from you and never think of you as whining or crazy! Far from it. I see you as one with a kind heart and soul but one who has concerns over "issues" going on with you. I see you "frightened" of these "issues" and afraid of tests just in case you hear what you don't want to hear. I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND those feelings BUT and that's a big BUT, you NEED to know. Think of the relief you will feel when they say you are fine. God forbid, you did hear what you don't want to hear... then you can get on with treating what is.
Sending love and ENCOURAGMENT to you Krista. Please, please, please mention these concerns tomorrow. You will feel better that you've done so and PLEASE and that's a huge PLEASE NEVER feel as if you "deserve" any of this crap BECAUSE YOU DO NOT. You're human, just like the rest of us and sadly, none of us do it all right. Cancer happens period - to those who "do it right" and those who do not.
Sending God's Peace to hold you and my ENCOURAGEMENT and love to your heart friend.
Mary Jo
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"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Dx. 6/24/05 age 45 Right Breast IDC ER/PR. Neg., - Her2+++ RB Mast. - 7/28/05 - 4 cm. tumor Margins clear - 1 microscopic cell 1 sent. node No Vasucular Invasion 4 DD A/C - 4 DD Taxol & Herceptin 1 full year of Herceptin received every 3 weeks 28 rads prophylactic Mast. 3/2/06
17 Years NED
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