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hi Louise
this is a great thread one i can very much relate to. Since recovering from surgery, Chemo and now on herceptin..i too have tossed the PJ of comfort and will also part with my warm zip up fleace(that screams treatment) I can't even use the same bath soap. What once brought confort now brings old smells..with old memories. I want new smells of spring..summer sexy PJ and new hair!! I sometimes think i would like to move communities just not to be known. Its so nice going into the city where i can just be me before Cancer. Each day as my energy returns i start to feel and recall whom i used to be only 7 months ago but it feels like 7 years with the whole mental worry...decisions..protecting children. I'm sure theres going to be a worthy melt down at the end of this chapter.
sorry I guess i'm venting now.. Some days i just wish for my old life back. End of story. thanks for sharing
suzanne
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suzannne
dx aug10/07
3 pos high, grade 3
tumor 2.5cm multifoc
bil mast recon sept 24/07
neg snb/neg lymph vascular
clear marg
chemo a/cx 4 rds
tomoxifan started feb11/08
herceptin to begin soon
herceptin completed feb/09
aromacin(A.I)for as long as i can
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