Hey sweetheart, you have to slow down just a little bit and let your chemo. do it's job. I know that's easier said than done, but you may be too focused on your tumour marker results. Who is ordering those tests? You or your oncologist? I know you're not a religious person, and that's okay, but you need to take a step back, take a deep breath, and try to focus on the things that are going to help you. One, you must strive to cultivate a more positive attitude towards your treatments. Visualize them working and destroying the cancer cells within your liver. This is very important. You seem to be in a new course of treatment and have already pictured it failing and wondering what is next. You are taking on stress that you don't need by doing that. You must have faith and a positive attitude towards each treatment, and do the the best you can to fight each step of the way. Eat as well as you can, rest well. You have already shown a strong will to live by coming to this site. Maybe it's just too overwhelming at this point. What if you just pick one day a week, the day when you normally feel the best and don't come to this site and don't even think about the cancer, and regroup for the battle, watch tv or movies or whatever, go to bed early, and the next day, come back strong. You need a break, you deserve a break. You're always in my thoughts and prayers, love, Bill
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