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Hi Sheila,
Of course you do - become envious I mean. I would too. It just doesn't make sense and tonight was one of those nights where it really felt unfair to me. I don't know why. I am one of those fortunate ones that was able to "do all the work" and come out NED. Why? I surely don't know. I don't understand it and it even makes me feel bad at times ~ that I am NED. I mean, of course I don't want to not be NED but ~ well ~ you know what I mean.
But like you said Sheila, there is always something to be thankful for. ALWAYS. No matter where we are - we stop and accept where we are (like we have any other choice) and move forward and do the best we can with the circumstances we are in.
So, thanks for responding to my "thinking out loud." It just felt sad to me tonight and I needed to share that with you all.
Love to you,
Mary Jo
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"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Dx. 6/24/05 age 45 Right Breast IDC ER/PR. Neg., - Her2+++ RB Mast. - 7/28/05 - 4 cm. tumor Margins clear - 1 microscopic cell 1 sent. node No Vasucular Invasion 4 DD A/C - 4 DD Taxol & Herceptin 1 full year of Herceptin received every 3 weeks 28 rads prophylactic Mast. 3/2/06
17 Years NED
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