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Old 12-18-2007, 11:42 AM   #7
Andrea Barnett Budin
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Location: LAND OF YES! w/home in Boca Raton, Florida Orig from L.I., N.Y. Ever hovering IN THE NOW...
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Wink Let Us Not Forget...

I was a caregiver to my mom for over a decade. I was dx in the middle of it all. Rhonda, I surely pay great tribute to those who go through the angst and heartache of caring for a loved one who is declining in their ability to care for themselves.

And, I too know firsthand the toll it takes on *our* well-being, far beyond the demands of our time. As I have learned from many sources -- OUR PSYCHOLOGY IMPACTS OUR PHYSIOLOGY. What we think and the emotions we are enmeshed in effect our physical health. KNOWING this can arm and EMPOWER us to proceed w/caution.

When my husband was ill for months over this past summer, as I kept on top of all the docs and nurses and tx and hospitalizations, and what needed doing at home (w/my dogs and garbage and laundry and marketing and trips to the surgical supply store and way more) -- I made it a point to meditate (calming and grounding scattered myself) and praying (connecting w/God and the Universe).

Sorry to get all spiritual here, but we must each never forget to HONOR THE DIVINITY THAT RESIDES WITHIN US ALL... Sending loving energy to all my Sisters and Brothers and those who give their all to us,
Andi

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'95 post-meno dx Invasive LOBULAR w/9cm tumor! YIKES + 2/21 nodes. Clear mammo 10 mnths earlier. Mastec/tram flap reconst/PORT/8 mnths chemo (4Adria/8CMF). Borderline ER/PR. Tamoxifen 2 yrs. Felt BLESSED. I could walk and talk, feed and bathe myself! I KNEW I would survive...

'98 -- multiple mets to liver. HER2+ 80%. ER/PR- Raging, highly aggressive tumors spreading fast. New PORT. 9 mnths Taxotere Fought fire w/fire! Pronounced in cautious remission 5/99. Taxotere weekly for 6 wks, 2 wks off -- for 9 mnths. TALK ABOUT GRUELING! (I believe they've altered that protocol since those days -- sure hope so!!)
+ good old Vit H wkly for 1st 3 yrs, then triple dosage ev 3 wks for 7 yrs more... The "easy" chemo, right?! Not a walk in the park, but not a freight train coming at 'ya either...

Added Herceptin Nov '98 (6 wks after FDA fast-tracked it for met bc). Stayed w/Vit H till July '08! Now I AM FREE! Humbly and eternally grateful for this life-saving drug! NED since '99 and planning on keeping it that way. To hell w/poor prognosis and nasty stats! STOPPED VIT H JULY '08...! REMAIN STABLE... Eternally grateful...Yes is a world & in this world of yes live (skillfully curled) all worlds ... (e e cummings) EVERY DAY I BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORD FOR # OF CONSECUTIVE DAYS I'VE STAYED ALIVE. Smile KNOWING you too can be a miracle. Up to me and God now...
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