Oh Dear Juanita...
You are not whining by any means, you are venting your feelings that apparently are overwhelming you. This time of year does not help either but just look at what you have wrote; it is alot for anyone to deal with and rather easy to become overwhelmed. Things have been happening in droves since your friend passed away at work and non-stop at that!! Listen to your friends and be kind to yourself, pamper away Juanita!! You will be in my special thoughts; depression is no stranger in my family and I can relate to the BLAH's (almost like I have fallen and don't think I can get up-UGHH)!! My daddy has to 'bathe' in a sense in front of special lighting (name excapes me), especially this time of year. Wish I could give you a giant hug right now. Hopefully TIME will help to dissolve some of those overwhelming feelings you are experiencing at the moment.>>Believe51
PS: When you are feeling better please let us know how your famous bread came out!! Smiling from the inside out thinking about you and your bread. Lots of Love...Marie G
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