[PinkGirl]

No you are not obsessed. You have received some very good advice here. I will add that we have to be somewhat "obsessed" for our own good. We have to keep ourselves informed.

Your rads just finished last month so you shouldn't be too hard on yourself for feeling tired. Just start to take "baby steps" to get yourself out of the house and your energy will gradually increase. I'm still tired 2 years out, so I make the most of my "good" days and don't beat myself up when I get tired. Good luck.