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Old 08-13-2007, 12:08 PM   #9
Believe51
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No Your Not Crazy, 'Cause That Would Mean I Am Too!!

First, I wish I read your original post because I would never think you are crazy, I would have been inspired. Let me tell you a quick story because you already know the signs I get with hearing songs. Well, I have been asking for signs especially recently. I visited a very depressed Aunt whom had a 'maple walnut' Yankee Candle but did not want to burn it because it makes her crave maple walnut ice cream (you know how I feel about ice cream!! LOL). It so happened that I had a half gallon of such ice cream and as tired as I was Auntie needed me. I left the house ice cream in tow and upon arrival I made her light the candle!! I WAS NOT GOING TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, I WAS TIRED AND IN MY JAMMIN"S FOR THE NIGHT!!

My little cousin who is 4 was playing quietly when I arrived and wanted more than anything to play with me. When my Aunt told him we had to talk first, we did so and I very discreetly mentioned that Ed was moving forward into his journey and now more that ever I needed some sign...and not the typical signs I get like music either. There was no way he knew what we were talking about. Let me mention that Ryan is a kind child who has manners and does NOT INTERRUPT.

All of a sudden he jumped up like someone poured boiling water on him. He did interupt and said with complete amazement, "Cousin Marie, did you just see that??". Ryan was looking perplexed until he realized he interrupted us, he apologized and then carried on. When we asked him what he was talking about he replied (still in amazement), "I just seen God, he was right here!!!" and the poor boy was kind of sad that we might have not!! We asked him what did he look like and where did he go?? Ryan replied as though it was a stupid question, "He looked like....like God and he left that way", Ryan pointed up to the ceiling and still was very very confused.

I have to say that warmth encompassed my body for the entire visit, especially right before Ryan spoke, I was so hot I thought I was having a hot flash. Still til this day I cannot describe the feelings I had that night. All I know is that there were too many factors that worked together for it to be a fluke. I truely BELIEVE that I had a visit, normally I would have thought maybe by my grandfather or an Angel, but I do believe this child. Yes he has been introduced to God in church and books, but what would drive him to jump up like he was shot?? It is not for me to understand.

It was the sign I needed, it was the sign I asked God for. There are visits all the time and people miss them. I really think that I was so busy taking care of Ed that I kept missing the signs, all I heard was the signs I get from music. We have messengers Sherry that come when we need a sign and maybe especially when we havemissed some.

No Darling, you are not crazy....you have recieved your sign, they are either God or his messengers. Consider yourself blessed to have recieved a sign, and no Sherry I think this time you may want to leave looking for a reason aside for some things are without reason. And yes Sherry, keep begging for signs and do not be too busy to recognize them like me!!

That is just one of my stories of signs that have nothing to do with the signs I get with songs, but I have to save some of the good stuff for later!! LOL

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