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Marie,

My heart goes out to you. I feel the pain in each and every word you write. You are a wonderful caregiver and Ed is certainly lucky to have you by his side. As for the family -- tell them when you don't want them there and they should respect your wishes.

Please apply for social security disability for Ed if you have not already done so. You can actually do it online and with having Stage IV cancer you will receive a quick, positive answer.

Take each day one at a time. Enjoy each other. Ed will have bad days as he's been through so much in such a short period of time. And now he will be starting chemo. I know in my heart that this chemo regime will be just the ticket Ed needs to become NED.

You and Ed are in my prayers every day. Don't loose your fighting spirit -- you need to hold on and hold on tight! Remember Miracles do happen.