[Believe51]

I'll be there with a full tank of gas and I hope you like homemade lattes (that is for you JOY!!). You really made me smile and I needed that, kind of took me away from that BAD place. I remember a post I wrote in frustration several months ago mentioning I wanted to scream and Chrissy told me I could!! CHRISSY SAID...!! ROTFL!!!

I can always count on my 'family here' to bring me to a better place. I am having problems with an older family member (grandmother 82 years) in my immediate life and each day I try to let her NOT RENT SPACE IN MY HEAD!! Like that one?? My mother gave that one to me and I use it all the time. She would always talk to her EDDIE and the end of the conversation would always be "Life's a bitch huh??" Well my Sweet, that talk is unacceptable at this time in his life, maybe before but not now. There are many things going on here that is not related to that comment, that is just the tip of the iceberg!! MY OWN FAMILY MEMBER TREATING US LIKE A STRANGER>I have since then decided to be that stranger and I like it.

I just want to get our life back as much as we can and anyone who interferes with that is history. I know, I know....Marie is that you???

Usually never talk like that but cancer has made me even tougher and sometimes I cannot tolerate peoples petty little importances!! My husband is fighting for his life, have some respect for Godsake!!! And then when I let her know he is direly ill she will say "That's nothing, my bowel movement was so loose today, I spent the day in the bathroom!!" Did you hear what I said?? I said he is direly ill (and you are all about yourself) Uggh!! I know I only have a limited time with her, but this selfish, controlling behavior she has I will not try to accept anymore!!!

Anyway, let me know what time to be there and count me in!! I'll even drive to the ocean!! Thanks for cheering me up, Mary Anne, I Love You So!!

Continued prayers and positive thoughts coming your way!!>>Believe51