[Audrey]

I had a mastectomy in 2001 on my right side, followed by reconstruction. Since my large tumor was not found on mammogram (due to large, dense, lumpy breasts), I never really trusted subsequent mammograms on my left side. Several years later, I finally decided to have the left breast removed, too, following a diagnosis of lobular carcinoma in situ. Now I'm happy to be breast-free, since the remaining one had turned into just a constant source of worry for me. It was worth it for my peace of mind, even though I'm still young (42) and don't really feel "sexy" anymore...I'm married, nursed both my kids, I guess I didn't really "need" my breasts anymore, but there are days when I feel a bit blue about it. I did read this funny book, written by a young woman who had a mastectomy, called "The Victoria's Secret Catalog Never Stops Coming"-about how she coped with her change in body image in this breast-conscious society. I think the author's name is Jenny Nash. Anyway, best of luck to you with your decision.