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Let It out
Hello Friend, Your post was very informative to me and I am so sorry you have all of this going on in your life. There is nothing I can say because I am married to an Angel, but I did have a relationship that I needed to leave in fear for the life of my son(he was not the father). It was one of the hardest things for me to do, but I would have never been able to raise my 3 year old son normal if I stayed. The decision was easy to make, but the action was hard. I think the thing you need to do 'is what you are doing'. No one wants to seperate children from parents, no one wants to leave, but as hard as it was, YOU HAVE GONE TO A SHELTER, that is something to be proud of, with due respect. Please be proud of the fact that you have the strength and power to guide yourself and those beautiful children to a safe, normal life. I know you probally do not feel that way now because living in a shelter has to make you sad, but it will not be forever, Sweetheart. Many women cannot and do not have the strength to do so. I am so sorry that you have this going on when you are fighting a different battle, of course, there is no good time for any of these things to be happening. One day at a time, just like you tell yourself when you are fighting the fight. I will have you in my prayers, I will keep you there special, I will pray for you to get strong and that you find your way. I do not know if my small words of wisdom can help, but it is my way of letting you know that someday, this too shall pass. For now if you have trouble making sense out of this......just look into those little eyes of your children, they will surely remind you of the reasons why. Take care and I hope I gave something back to you today>Waiting For A Miracle>Believe51....(Marie G)
Husband dx 9/06 w/stage IV Inflammatory HER2+ Breast Cancer
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