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Andrea Barnett Budin · 06-03-2007, 08:01 PM

Your instincts told you what your Spirit KNEW would happen! I saw a woman on the news about a yr ago. She was going to work. Walked to bus. Stood in line. Suddenly had this awful feeling about her daughter who was waiting at the bus stop about a block from their house. She was late for work, but stopped, turned around and RAN back to her house. Just as she arrived she saw her daughter being grabbed into a strange man's car. She ran to her side. Grabbed her ankles and was pulling as the man started tugging to get her in to the car. The woman screamed loud. A male neighbor came out to see what was going on. The driver then panicked and let go of the child! SOMETHING deep inside her told her to run, to save her child, and against all "reason", being late for work, she followed her heart. And she did indeed save her child from God knows what.

Your Soul knows more than you can possibly begin to imagine, somehow. It speaks to you through your Inner Voice. It wants what you want. It is wise beyond knowledge.

Your "deer" story is yet another example. Start noticing the connection between "a feeling" and what actually transpires. Inexplicably.

Yes, I would love to talk to you more on this -- anytime.

Sending loving energy... ANDI

06-03-2007, 08:01 PM	#19
Andrea Barnett Budin Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: LAND OF YES! w/home in Boca Raton, Florida Orig from L.I., N.Y. Ever hovering IN THE NOW... Posts: 1,904	Always Trust Your Inner Voice! Your instincts told you what your Spirit KNEW would happen! I saw a woman on the news about a yr ago. She was going to work. Walked to bus. Stood in line. Suddenly had this awful feeling about her daughter who was waiting at the bus stop about a block from their house. She was late for work, but stopped, turned around and RAN back to her house. Just as she arrived she saw her daughter being grabbed into a strange man's car. She ran to her side. Grabbed her ankles and was pulling as the man started tugging to get her in to the car. The woman screamed loud. A male neighbor came out to see what was going on. The driver then panicked and let go of the child! SOMETHING deep inside her told her to run, to save her child, and against all "reason", being late for work, she followed her heart. And she did indeed save her child from God knows what. Your Soul knows more than you can possibly begin to imagine, somehow. It speaks to you through your Inner Voice. It wants what you want. It is wise beyond knowledge. Your "deer" story is yet another example. Start noticing the connection between "a feeling" and what actually transpires. Inexplicably. Yes, I would love to talk to you more on this -- anytime. Sending loving energy... ANDI __________________ Andi BB '95 post-meno dx Invasive LOBULAR w/9cm tumor! YIKES + 2/21 nodes. Clear mammo 10 mnths earlier. Mastec/tram flap reconst/PORT/8 mnths chemo (4Adria/8CMF). Borderline ER/PR. Tamoxifen 2 yrs. Felt BLESSED. I could walk and talk, feed and bathe myself! I KNEW I would survive... '98 -- multiple mets to liver. HER2+ 80%. ER/PR- Raging, highly aggressive tumors spreading fast. New PORT. 9 mnths Taxotere Fought fire w/fire! Pronounced in cautious remission 5/99. Taxotere weekly for 6 wks, 2 wks off -- for 9 mnths. TALK ABOUT GRUELING! (I believe they've altered that protocol since those days -- sure hope so!!) + good old Vit H wkly for 1st 3 yrs, then triple dosage ev 3 wks for 7 yrs more... The "easy" chemo, right?! Not a walk in the park, but not a freight train coming at 'ya either... Added Herceptin Nov '98 (6 wks after FDA fast-tracked it for met bc). Stayed w/Vit H till July '08! Now I AM FREE! Humbly and eternally grateful for this life-saving drug! NED since '99 and planning on keeping it that way. To hell w/poor prognosis and nasty stats! STOPPED VIT H JULY '08...! REMAIN STABLE... Eternally grateful...Yes is a world & in this world of yes live (skillfully curled) all worlds ... (e e cummings) EVERY DAY I BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORD FOR # OF CONSECUTIVE DAYS I'VE STAYED ALIVE. Smile KNOWING you too can be a miracle. Up to me and God now...