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Andrea Barnett Budin · 06-02-2007, 02:08 PM

The quote from (?Vicki) TO FEAR DEATH IS TO MISUNDERSTAND LIFE... is beautiful and so true. I believe death is not the end of our story. The Spirit survives, transforms and reforms, as does all energy. Energy does not die. The Soul passes on to another dimension -- the Spiritual Realm, full of Life Lessons gleaned. We are each a radiant Soul. Full of personal empowerment most of us have yet to discover. I pray you will each learn to connect with your true selves, your Spirit, and find that you can call your desired destiny to you.

What you think all day determines the outcome. If your thoughts are full of fear, doubts, worry, anger, resentment, blame, remorse, the inability to forgive it is obviously composed of of negative energy. If the thoughts you dwell upon are full of love, kindness, generosity, awe and gratitude, belief in your power to heal yourself, passion, determination, clear focused intent and triumphant victory in your quest -- the energy you transmit to the Universe is chock full of positivity. The Universe senses your energy and responds IN KIND. So careful what you think. YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR FATE. Concentrate on what you truly want, not what you fear. God knows this is a great challenge, especially as a bc warrior -- but I believe in you. Become a miracle! Sending loving, healing energy to all my Soul Sisters always... ANDI

06-02-2007, 02:08 PM	#14
Andrea Barnett Budin Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: LAND OF YES! w/home in Boca Raton, Florida Orig from L.I., N.Y. Ever hovering IN THE NOW... Posts: 1,904	Cancer Is All About Fear The quote from (?Vicki) TO FEAR DEATH IS TO MISUNDERSTAND LIFE... is beautiful and so true. I believe death is not the end of our story. The Spirit survives, transforms and reforms, as does all energy. Energy does not die. The Soul passes on to another dimension -- the Spiritual Realm, full of Life Lessons gleaned. We are each a radiant Soul. Full of personal empowerment most of us have yet to discover. I pray you will each learn to connect with your true selves, your Spirit, and find that you can call your desired destiny to you. What you think all day determines the outcome. If your thoughts are full of fear, doubts, worry, anger, resentment, blame, remorse, the inability to forgive it is obviously composed of of negative energy. If the thoughts you dwell upon are full of love, kindness, generosity, awe and gratitude, belief in your power to heal yourself, passion, determination, clear focused intent and triumphant victory in your quest -- the energy you transmit to the Universe is chock full of positivity. The Universe senses your energy and responds IN KIND. So careful what you think. YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR FATE. Concentrate on what you truly want, not what you fear. God knows this is a great challenge, especially as a bc warrior -- but I believe in you. Become a miracle! Sending loving, healing energy to all my Soul Sisters always... ANDI __________________ Andi BB '95 post-meno dx Invasive LOBULAR w/9cm tumor! YIKES + 2/21 nodes. Clear mammo 10 mnths earlier. Mastec/tram flap reconst/PORT/8 mnths chemo (4Adria/8CMF). Borderline ER/PR. Tamoxifen 2 yrs. Felt BLESSED. I could walk and talk, feed and bathe myself! I KNEW I would survive... '98 -- multiple mets to liver. HER2+ 80%. ER/PR- Raging, highly aggressive tumors spreading fast. New PORT. 9 mnths Taxotere Fought fire w/fire! Pronounced in cautious remission 5/99. Taxotere weekly for 6 wks, 2 wks off -- for 9 mnths. TALK ABOUT GRUELING! (I believe they've altered that protocol since those days -- sure hope so!!) + good old Vit H wkly for 1st 3 yrs, then triple dosage ev 3 wks for 7 yrs more... The "easy" chemo, right?! Not a walk in the park, but not a freight train coming at 'ya either... Added Herceptin Nov '98 (6 wks after FDA fast-tracked it for met bc). Stayed w/Vit H till July '08! Now I AM FREE! Humbly and eternally grateful for this life-saving drug! NED since '99 and planning on keeping it that way. To hell w/poor prognosis and nasty stats! STOPPED VIT H JULY '08...! REMAIN STABLE... Eternally grateful...Yes is a world & in this world of yes live (skillfully curled) all worlds ... (e e cummings) EVERY DAY I BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORD FOR # OF CONSECUTIVE DAYS I'VE STAYED ALIVE. Smile KNOWING you too can be a miracle. Up to me and God now...