Thanks for all your support. Seems like everyone thinks cancer is a thing of my past and I should move on unfettered. They forget about the Arimidex and Lupron and Neurontin and the fact that it is never "over" and wonder why my belly looks like I am six months pregnant and I really should exercise after I work my 12 hour day--why can't I work my 12 hour day?--I did before and did a great job! And so on and so forth.
I wish I was rich and could just go around helping other people. Right now I can't even seem to help the students here that I am supposed to help.
Everyone around me is truly nice and caring. They just don't understand. I still have my job and my friends and my family, but I've lost something. Especially in my job. Before BC I knew my place and what I was doing, and now I don't really know my place anymore. Really sad.
Hoping for better days.
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