[Margerie]

Joy,

So much of this mess is hard. I think the diagnosis is like getting thrown off a cliff, the stages are just how high. Like Chris Martin sings "How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?"

I have said this before: we should be offered a class in test psychology. I have a scan on the 2nd and feel myself slipping a little. Sometimes denial land looks pretty good.

I hope you have good results and that smile is on your beautiful face again soon!