[Brenda_D]

Honestly, I had to get away from the BC forums for awhile because they are a constant reminder of my situation.

I love the forums because they are a source of info and support and at the same time I had to get away.
I hope that makes sense.

For a few days I got to go back to "before BC" and think about gardening, and flowers, and such.
Getting back to what I loved before (and still do) is a way for me to cope and feel like I still have a life.