[MGordon]

You can do it and all of us here will continue to support you in your fight...

And by the way, cry ALL you need to and do not worry about others. Maybe through your tears you can actually reach out to someone, gain and/give support and make a new friend!

Lisa had a rating system for her days. She had her APPLE days, because apples are firm and crisp and good. She had her ORANGE days, not quite as crisp and you had to work to peel through the day but it was still sweet. Her LEMON days that even as she tried to peel through the day it could be sour instead of sweet. And lastly she had her ONION days - days that no matter how many layers she peeled away were days full of tears.

Looking back, I think it was almost always on her ONION days that she would meet someone new, reach out to them and they would comfort each other. Never be afraid to cry - by crying you are revealing your humanity and opening yourself up to recieve more love.