[Heart Sutra]

hello to you,

Joe gave you some good advice, and others here are more versed than we are to add information at this point.
We wanted to let you know that what you called venting is welcomed and is nothing you need to apologize for here. This can all be scary, and getting good solid information can be overwhelming. I can tell you that the support we've recieved here is second to none. The advice we were given by people who have experienced this longer than us has been invaluable. So, you are in a great place. Ask every question that comes to mind and never apologize for it. We were treated with such kindness, I'm sure you'll find the same.
We are sorry to hear about your mom, there is so much progress in treating this disease here in the states. You are wonderful for looking out for her, and that she has you is such a gift.
As far as insurance, you are right it is no fun, but here in NY public hospitals cannot turn away patients. There are always ways to get treatment,though the process is not always easy.
We wish you the best of luck.
Thank you for being here.