I am SO VERY thankful they did NOT show me the extent of how the port is placed & works. (I might not of done it had I known all the details.)
No one offerred to show me the port before they put in in....let alone how it hooks up & works. (But at that time I was layed up in the hospital due to low ANC count & they put it in as a last minute thing since I was already in the hospital.)
That being said...I am SO GLAD I had it put in. Its been a saving grace. I was so *against* getting one. But I can't imagine going through all that without one now. Believe me...getting a port put in is SO WORTH it. I really can't see how you will regret it. It makes this whole process so much easier. Its a shame they had to show you all the gross details. But just about everyone gets a port and we are all fine.

Sorry they upset you and grossed you out. Maybe they should of warned you first?
I had to go in TWICE just this week for different labs...and it only takes a second to do when you have a port. Without it I would of been there a half hour or more. So you do want one. Hang in there...its not as bad as it looks or sounds.
Chelee