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Joy I think I can understand what you're saying and your fear's although I am not stage iv but found myself depressed this Christmas worrying about whether I would be next year.
It sounds to me like you're doing very well handling all this and on the treatments you're having so maybe like me,you're just feeling a little Christmas fear rather than Christmas cheer!!
Especially with thoughts of Lisa and hope,I know I've been concerned about my friend Carol H who posts here too and feel Christmas is one of those milestones that sets us thinking in a year.
I too really hope you become NED this year and stay that way.
Sorry i could'nt help more though but wanted to send good thoughts and wishes your way for '07!
Tricia
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Tricia
Dx July '05 IDC 1.9cm Triple positive 3/9 nodes positive
A/C X 4 ..Taxol/Herceptin x 12 wks then herceptin 1 yr
Rads x 36 ..oophorectomy August '06
Currently taking Arimidex..
June 2011 osteopenia/ zometa x1 yearly- stopped Zometa 2015 as Dexa show normal bone density.
Stopped Arimidex July 2014- Restarted Arimidex 2015 for a further two years on the advice of my Onc.
2014 Normal Dexa scan
2018 Mammo all clear, still NED!
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