My little Pigeon
It is very normal to feel lost after treatment. I started my Herceptin about 4 months after my last chemo (due to the 2005 ASCO meeting recommendations). Then, in mid stream, my onc said that if I just received 5 extra every 3 week treatments I would cover my first 2 years from surgery. So, all in all, I was going to my cancer center for 2 straight years. My last Herceptin (at the end of September this year) was an emotional diaster! Yet, it felt weird to go there today for my every 6 month surgeon visit (and a 3 month onc visit next week to boot).
Herceptin (or any treatment for that matter) is like a lifeline and it is very difficult to comprehend not going to the treatment center. It takes some getting used to (but it doesn't take long). And you have us everyday you want to pop in
Love and hugs to you.