[Sherryg683]

My year anniversary with cancer is coming up and I feel pretty scared. I can't help but thinking that one year down, is one year closer to the average expected survival for stage IV cancer. Which as we all is not good. I am feeling fine, and still in remission, although I get scanned again at the end of the month. I just feel so depressed waiting for that other shoe to drop. I have got to live at least another 10 years is what I tell myself. I've got to see my little girl turn 18 (at least). I know I am asking for a lot but I just can't leave her without a mom. Not really a question here, just feeling insecure...sherryg683