[Peggy]

I understand your frustration! Many of us are in similar situations. I kept working because I belived that working was actually better for me. At least I kept going, kept getting up, kept talking to others about something other than BC. Because I was so exhausted, I used Merry Maids to clean my house, stopped and got take-out, took everything to the laundry or dry cleaners....any thing that made my life easier. It was not easy financially, but probably cheaper than COBRA. With the help I could just curl up on the couch while at home. Of course I still hope to win the Lottery...but until then I'm finding ways to make it!