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Hi guys,

My mom had a CT scan done on Tuesday for spots in her liver. She gets her results today, I'm not too optimistic because i saw that there were two nodules reported on her mri from last year.

I called her and she was in the waiting room waiting for my dad to drive there from work. I can just see her there anxiously waiting by herself and i feel increadibly guilty for not being there for her.

I just left a message on her doctors answering machine. I'm trying really hard to keep on top of her situation and keep myself together and keep my school work together.

I'm trying not to panic, trying to breathe

We are here, taking a deep breath with you. Keep the faith. Let us know what you find out. Like we said before, it is probably a relief to your mom to know that you are continuing with your school routine. Please don't feel guilty.

Hi Sue! Like Bonnie said, it's important to keep up with your school-work and I'm sure that's what your mom wants. Try not to feel guilty. Your mom knows you wish you could be there. Please know that you and your mom are in our thoughts and prayers.

Sue,

You are a wonderful daughter. I'm praying that your mom's scan turns out to be okay.

And as we mentioned before, the next time we have a New York get-together I hope you and your mom will be able to make it.

Joan

Keep taking deep breaths and think positive thoughts. You are such a wonderful daughter, I am happy for your mom.

Hi Sue!
You just keep in breathing .... not short shallow breaths, but nice deep ones, ok? And when you are breathing, think about that breath.
Hang in there.
You are such a loving and caring daughter. How lucky your parents are.
Aloha,
Maryanne