Now I feel like a whiner!!! I'd been feeling a little sorry for myself lately...low grade chronic pain from surgery/radiation/lymphadema, a nasty cold, the craziness of the holidays, fatigue, too much to do and not enough time, etc. Then I read your post!!!.....What you have been through is unbelievable (but I believe you)!!! You are one strong lady. I hope that you remain NED. I was taken off Herceptin due to heart damage (my heart repaired itself in 2 months and was back to normal)and although I was very nervous about it I am still NED a year later. If your heart IS damaged maybe you can just take a break from the herceptin for a short while and then resume it. Let's hope everything is OK and you can continue getting our "miracle drug". Again, I truely admire you for the courage you have shown through these "worst of times". Take Care, Linda