Martha-
I'm sorry you are going through this, but I want to encourage you to keep the faith.Just hang in there, keep your body strong and let the chemo do its work.
I was dx'd Stage IV at primary dx in May 2002(my treatment history & story is in the "profiles in courage" section of this site).We tried 3 different chemo combos, including one clinical trial, and finally after 49 weeks, taxol/herceptin got me to NED.I celebrated 6 months off chemo on March 11.
Please don't get discouraged, come to us for support, comfort and guidance.This site and the amazing women (& men) here have offered me so much and more.Email me directly if I can do anything at all for you.
Prayers, faith & courage,
Jessica

Thank you Jessica so much for the update. I've sent you an email. Hope to hear from you soon.