I am sorry to hear what you suspected is the case. I am not surprised - sounded so suspicious. What were those doctors thinking!!!??? Frustrating as we depend on them to take good care of us. We can't do it all ourselves. I wish they loved us!! LIke we were their family!! Would they leave their mother with a lump in her neck?? I don't THINK so!!

You amaze me with your indomitable(SP!) spirit of survival!! I think God must be trying to get a very close relationship with you...He keeps reminding you that life is too hard without some Divine Help. I know that when my life gets out of MY control I still know that God is with me and life is never out of HIS control. I know I wish He was a genie in a bottle and prevent bad stuff but I have found that the fact that He is WITH me is enough. I don't like to suffer alone!! He comforts me and delivers me from all my fears, that is a Big help as life gets so scary! I hope you are able to unburden ALL your terrible problems and setbacks at His feet and receive His comfort, strength, courage, peace, healing in return. Hugs, Lola

Thanks heaps for that, I have to agree with you, eventhough this is happening now, devine intervention prevented me from having surgery last year and I just figure it will all fall into place when the Big Guy thinks I am ready. I know I am not going anywhere I have a lot of living to do.

Love & Hugs Lyn