Nikki,

I am sorry to hear about all the sad events that have been happening in your life. You are behaving like any normal person would react: anger & frustration at one sorrowful event coming right after one another. I do feel for you.

I also promise you that once you step beyond the anger stage, you will reach the point where you will accept this & have peace with it. You will feel a WHOLE LOT lighter on your toes this way -- along with forever precious memories of your loved ones in your heart AND a strong, positive, fighting spirit!

Hang in there, Nikki. Please do come to us anytime! :-)