Re: Is this aa bad sign?
 

Andi, your story reads like a modern day miracle. I love it, oh would so like one of those.
Darita, I too am doing puzzles in the middle of the night, if I'm not raiding the fridge. I like your idea of cutting down on the steroids, even when just taking 2mg. I might halve the pill and see how I do.
Michka, the reason I take the steroid is that after stereotatic radiotherapy I had blurry vision . The mri was clear so the doc said it was due to the treatment and the steroid helps.
I'm encouraged by your replies, I hopefully will get back to normal sometime soon. I have bone and ct scans next week so that should tell me a lot. I think I always worry more around scan time.

Sunrising is a good sign
 

We don't call it INSCANITY for nothing. I say, try to keep your hands busy, along with your mind. I tell myself, THIS WILL BE FURTHER PROOF THAT I AM ON THE RIGHT PATH. I still tell myself this, all these yrs later, only now I alter it to THIS WILL BE FURTHER PROOF THAT I AM STILL STABLE.

Breathe. Deep breaths in for 7 seconds, hold for 7 seconds and slowly blow out for 7 seconds. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. The air you breathe in is life-affirming. Holding keeps you in The Now, fully present. As you blow away the air, you release all negativity and all that is unwanted...