JessicaV
10-25-2016, 12:05 PM
Hi people, I have been doing really well since June when I got rid of my chronic fatigue through a hypnotherapy-based trauma treatment called TRTP. I have been happily getting on with imagining myself to be cured after 3-4 years of imagining myself to be on the verge of finding my metastases that will kill me. Having a wonderful time getting to know my first grandchild, the beautiful Leah, now 8 months old. However, I have now found a possible problem, and am concerned, trying to switch off catastrophising and switch on sensible management of concerning symptoms. I would value your advice.
My primary IDC diagnosis was in early 2014, with removal, chemo and TCH. I had what may have been a sebaceous cyst in the back of my calf kinda out of sight, about 6 months ago, which I absentmindedly squeezed and scraped/picked without really thinking about it/ seeing what I was doing, and then also picked at the scabby/dry skin on top. This left a small thickening with hard dry skin about the size of a dry lentil. Kept meaning to get this checked but embarrassed about picking it etc. It also seemed a bit far-fetched to suggest it might be a distant metastases.
However, perhaps a year ago, I also became aware of a tiny white pucker (the size/shape of a tiny dry rice grain) in the skin an inch from the end of my mastectomy scar towards my other breast in line with the line of the scar across my sternum. I have not had a reconstruction yet. A week ago this got reddened and inflamed as a flat round reddened patch half a centimetre across.It is possible I could have had mosquito bite there, since I had a couple of bites on my stomach at that same time. But the red raised area on my sternum was/i- not itchy at all, inflamed but not itchy, and is still there now while the bites have gone. I have not picked at this spot, but may well touch it repeatedly in my sleep.
I know that Breast Cancer can, though rarely, grow from "seed" tumor cells accidentally inocculated into the scar site or near it at the time of surgery., and I am worried this may have happened. I am thinking of giving it a week or two, with bandaid over both spots and Vitamin E treatment to give them the best chance to heal, and if they don't go away by then, to get them checked out. If they persist, do I get them checked by my GP (who may not recognise skin metastases/recurrences and think I am worrying needlessly) or to a skin specialist, or to my breast surgeon, or to my oncologist?
I have been thinking of getting my CA15.3 levels tested too.
What advice can you people give me???
best wishes to you all, and thanks in advance,
Jessica
My primary IDC diagnosis was in early 2014, with removal, chemo and TCH. I had what may have been a sebaceous cyst in the back of my calf kinda out of sight, about 6 months ago, which I absentmindedly squeezed and scraped/picked without really thinking about it/ seeing what I was doing, and then also picked at the scabby/dry skin on top. This left a small thickening with hard dry skin about the size of a dry lentil. Kept meaning to get this checked but embarrassed about picking it etc. It also seemed a bit far-fetched to suggest it might be a distant metastases.
However, perhaps a year ago, I also became aware of a tiny white pucker (the size/shape of a tiny dry rice grain) in the skin an inch from the end of my mastectomy scar towards my other breast in line with the line of the scar across my sternum. I have not had a reconstruction yet. A week ago this got reddened and inflamed as a flat round reddened patch half a centimetre across.It is possible I could have had mosquito bite there, since I had a couple of bites on my stomach at that same time. But the red raised area on my sternum was/i- not itchy at all, inflamed but not itchy, and is still there now while the bites have gone. I have not picked at this spot, but may well touch it repeatedly in my sleep.
I know that Breast Cancer can, though rarely, grow from "seed" tumor cells accidentally inocculated into the scar site or near it at the time of surgery., and I am worried this may have happened. I am thinking of giving it a week or two, with bandaid over both spots and Vitamin E treatment to give them the best chance to heal, and if they don't go away by then, to get them checked out. If they persist, do I get them checked by my GP (who may not recognise skin metastases/recurrences and think I am worrying needlessly) or to a skin specialist, or to my breast surgeon, or to my oncologist?
I have been thinking of getting my CA15.3 levels tested too.
What advice can you people give me???
best wishes to you all, and thanks in advance,
Jessica