Please, Lord

[Redwolf8812]

Still in UPenn. Tumors in liver are bigger and wrapping around "things". Hospital doc gave me impression there was nothing left to do but that my oncologist will be around to see me today/this evening. I am beside myself. Please, Lord.

[thinkpositive]

Penny,

I don't know what to say. I'm praying for you and hoping that your oncologist has some suggestions on treatments.

Take care,

Brenda

[ariana]

Penny, PLEASE Keep us posted and praying for you.

[Carol Ann]

Penny, praying for you.

Carol Ann

[janieR]

Penny,

Many prayers for you from me in England.

Janie

[Ceesun]

Penny, I am praying for you and with you in spirit. Cathy

[Redwolf8812]

Met with my oncologist. Bilirubin came down. If still down by Monday, I'll get chemo. If not, than I guess I'll see you all in Heaven. Praise God.

[Redwolf8812]

Please pray, pray, pray.

[tricia keegan]

Penny, stay strong, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. xxx

[Pray]

Praying very hard for you. Gods blessings unto you.

[Mel3]

Praying for the bilirubin to keep coming down so you may have chemo.

[yanyan]

Praying for you Penny !

[Carol Ann]

Praying for you, Penny.

Carol Ann

[Pamelamary]

Thinking of you, Penny, and sending love from Australia..... Pam

[michka]

Penny, sending love and strength, hoping, hoping bili will come down.

[JennyB]

I'm sending you all my prayers right now - I pray you get the chemo xxx

[linzer]

Thinking of you often and hoping that you hear that you can receive chemo. You've got all of us pulling for you. Please keep us posted as you are able. Linda

[rhondalea]

That bilirubin will stay down, Penny, and the chemo will do a stellar job for you. I have faith. Try not to be afraid.

[Saygoon]

Hang in there - keep the faith

[jra40]

Praying for you - I know God will carry you through this!

[annettchen]

Praying for you. You can do this. Wish you wouldn't have to, though...

[mburkhart]

You have all our prayers for your oncologist to have a new suggestion. Keep holding the Lord's hand.

[supportwife]

Everything will be fine Penny, God is great, he will guide you through this and heal you. Our prayers are with you.

[europa]

Dear Penny, this saddens me. I am praying for you. Sending you love and comforting energy.

[lkc Gumby]

prayers are going to out to you
God Bless.

[Redwolf8812]

I've been home since yesterday. I only spent two nights in the hospital. Missed my daughter's 18th birthday, although we did sing happy birthday with cupcakes at the hospital and then went out to dinner when I got home. I feel great, thanks be to God, except for some bloating and discomfort after eating, but I'll take it. Praise The Lord. The CT report says I have a small amount of ascites.

I'm a big baby in the hospital. Someone usually spends the night with me, my husband, sister, best friend, etc. I'd rather my husband be home taking care of our family but he'd rather be with me because he says I don't remember everything to ask and everything that's told to me (he's right). It's nice to have someone there who can get up and get you cold water or the nurse, etc. The medical staff at the Hospital of UPenn are awesome. They always do their best to accommodate us.

Thanks for all the prayers, thoughts, love, and hugs. You guys are amazing. We all are, and we should never stop praying for ourselves and each other, no matter how bleak things look. He calls us to do so.

Penny

[KDR]

Penny,
Things will go your way. You are in a great place, and they'll take care of things. I will light my three angel candles tonight for you. They are for Christmas but I keep them lighted all year.
Love
Karen

[Carol Ann]

YAY Penny, I am so glad to hear you are home!

Chemo on Monday, and back to NED. You've got this, especially with Karen's candles and everyone here rooting and praying for you. :)

Carol Ann

[MaineRottweilers]

Always in my prayers, Penny.

[Laurel]

I will beseech the Almighty on your behalf, dear Penny.

[sassy]

Prayers continue, so glad you are home.

[Mtngrl]

Dear Penny,

I'm praying for you now. I think about you every day. You are in God's hands, and God will not abandon you.

We'll stay with you too, every step of the way.

I pray God's richest blessings on you and your family: for the peace that passes understanding, for the awareness of God's loving embrace, for the joy of resting in the love of your family, friends, and community.

We are not alone. We live in God's world. We trust in God, who has created and is creating. We believe God is making all things new. All things.

[forher]

Dear Penny, That sounds like a scary few days. But glad to hear the up side that bilirubin is down ( and stay down! :) ) and that you feel better and you are back home. Good luck with Monday's chemo!

[Lucy]

Like so many others have said, you're in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you're able to get treatment.

[leldredge1]

Praying for you

[Carol Ann]

Penny, I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you today and every day. Amy said everything so eloquently and beautifully ...

You are not alone. God is with you.

Carol Ann

[Ceesun]

You are on my mind and in my heart, too, Penny. xo Cathy

[Redwolf8812]

Bilirubin is so high that oncologist is surprised I'm functioning, let alone making it to my appointment. Will try a lowered dose of chemo. I have anywhere from 2 weeks to 2 months left to live.

Love,
Me

[Carol Ann]

Penny, I am praying this chemo buys you as much time here with us as it possibly can.

I am so grateful to have you in my life.

Love,

Carol Ann

[thinkpositive]

Penny,

I'm so sorry. I just don't know what to say to you. If I could reach out and give you a hug that is what I would do. I want you to know that I have always been impressed by your faith and belief in God. Even in the face of this fight and all that you have endured, your faith has remained strong. I trust that this faith will comfort you. Surely God has a plan for you.

I will continue to pray for you and your family.

Take Care,

Brenda

[Mtngrl]

I'm so sorry, Penny, for you and for your family. It's been such a hard road for you. It's so unfair, so wrong.

Shortly after I was diagnosed I got some CDs with guided meditations and affirmations. One of the affirmations brought me up short at first, and then I decided to embrace it, and it helped me. It said, "More and more, I know that I can heal myself and live, or I can heal myself and die. My wholeness does not depend on my physical condition."

You seem to have a very whole, healthy spirit. You've been so honest, open, and faithful. You have set a wonderful example for others to follow. I love and admire you.

The set of affirmations ended with, "More and more, I know that I am held in the hands of God, and I am perfectly, utterly safe."

[TKasander]

Hang in there, Penny. We're all pulling for you!

Ted

[europa]

Praying for you dearest Penny. I hope that you are comfortable and surrounded by love.

[mscaruso]

Penny, sending so much love your way.

[sassy]

Penny,

You are a wonderful woman, strong in faith, and my prayers are with you for continued strength and comfort.

[Bunty]

Penny, you continue to be in my prayers. Your spirit is so inspiring, and I'm sure bringing you much comfort.
Marie x

[Nurse4u2day]

Prayers for you from California.

[Redwolf8812]

Love you all. There are not enough words.

- Penny

[Carol Ann]

We all feel the same way about you, Penny.

Amy said it best, this is just my second hand attempt to put into words that, no matter what happens, it is all ok.

Your Faith is so strong and it will not fail you.

Love,

Carol Ann

[Mtngrl]

Penny,

I'm holding you in prayer.

Love,
Amy

[KDR]

Penny,
Hoping for a miracle. XOXO

Karen

[Ceesun]

Love to you, Penny. Cathy

[DianaMK]

Praying for you, Penny.

[annettchen]

Penny, I'm so sorry. Praying for you. Miracles happen.

[linzer]

Penny, Humbled by your strength, thinking of you often, hoping for the best for you always. Love, Linda

[lkc Gumby]

Words fail me....... YOU ARE STRONG IN YOUR FAITH AND HE IS WITH YOU ALWAYS.

[Crn]

Penny,
Nothing can separate you from His love or from the hearts of your sisters here.
Praying for you,
Cindy

[Dakini52]

Thinking of you often and sending prayers that you will be able to continue treatment and make a recovery.

[Yorkiegirl]

I am sending out MANY, MANY PRAYERS for you Penny.

[healing]

Prayers for you Penny.
Kim

Psalm 91: 14-16 "Because she loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name. She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her.
With long life I will satisfy her
and show her my salvation."

[Redwolf8812]

Thanks, all. Just met with Holy Redeemer, palliative care nurses, who will "bridge" over to hospice once I need it. I can get treatment while in their care.

- Penny

[michka]

Dear Penny, you are in my heart and in my thoughts. I hope the new combo will help. You don't post how you are feeling and I figure you don't want to complain. You are so strong. A few weeks ago I ended up in ER for 4 days with crazy bili numbers because of a clogged stent. I didn't post about it but I really didn't feel well at all. So I hope they are taking good care of you and that you are not suffering. I am sending hugs and Love. Michka

[Carol Ann]

Penny, I am so glad you are getting the care you need. Like Micha, I am praying the Holy Redeemer nurses are keeping you free from as much pain and discomfort as they possibly can.

I know you are strong, but please don't feel like you can't be honest and tell us how you are really feeling. We are here for you, and it is not your job to make us feel better. I know you know this, but just sayin'. :)

We love you, Penny!

Carol Ann

[forher]

Dear Redwolff, I'm joining hands with the women here to send you strength during this difficult time. I'm so saddened to hear that things have taken a bad turn, but still hoping chemo will help. I wish you peace and love all around.

[Catherine]

Dear Redwolff, sending you love and prayers. So glad you can get chemo as they take care of you.
Lots of hugs coming your way, Catherine

[rhondalea]

Thinking of you every day, Penny, and hoping for a good chemo response and a decrease in that pesky bilirubin.

I believe in miracles, and I hope with my whole heart that yours comes quickly.

Rhonda

[Mtngrl]

Dear Penny,

I think of you multiple times a day, and I always say a little prayer. May you feel wrapped in love.

Amy

[Lucy]

You have been through so much. I hope the treatment brings on a miracle. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you cyber hugs.

[Saygoon]

My heart goes out to you. Keep us posted on how you are feeling and when you are feeling down - close your eyes and pretend that we are all in the same room with you!

[Mtngrl]

I love Paula's/Saygoon's suggestion!

Envision us standing around you, laying our hands on you, praying with and for you.

Amy

[Crn]

Thinking of you.
Cindy

[KDR]

http://dendritic.info/

Penny,
I really want you to live. I'm taking a chance writing this for you. Weighing chemo and growth vs. healing, I say stop the chemo. Take the antibodies. And immediately look into dendritic cell therapy. Others have gotten out of their hospice beds. I know how hard you are praying, and I think this can help. PLEASE.
Love you,
With all best wishes.
Karen

[Redwolf8812]

I'm still here. I read everyone's posts and inwardly celebrate or commiserate, depending upon the news. I try to remember to thank The Lord for each step of our journey. No matter what, there is a happy ending.

Monday being a holiday, my next appointment is on Tuesday. My bilirubin will determine whether or not I get chemo. I'm still jaundice, my eyes are yellow, and my urine is usually dark. The oncologist said this can be so even if the bilirubin comes down, so who knows what will happen. It is what it is.

I thank The Lord I was able to spend another beautiful day at the beach with good friends. Life is good.

Happy Memorial Day. Thank You, Lord, for those who've sacrificed for our freedoms.

[jaykay]

Dear Penny,

I've been reading all the messages with distress and hope. Keep strong and think positive. You just never know what can happen!

Janis

[Redwolf8812]

No bilirubin results yet but I'm getting a lower dose of chemo. Should be out of here in an hour. NP can't believe I'm coherent. I believe in HIM.

[ariana]

You are in my prayers, stay strong.

[Mtngrl]

Penny,

I hope the chemo helps. And I hope someone gets a bright new idea soon.

Stay in the light.

Love,
Amy

[Laurel]

Ditto what Amy just said, Penny! Praying for a miraculous intervention by the almighty!

[Redwolf8812]

Bilirubin numbers are up. Sigh. Lord, have Mercy. PLEASE. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen.

[europa]

Penny, I am so sorry and will continue to pray for and your family. Sending you love, light and peace.
May the long time sun
Shine upon you,
All love surround you,
And the pure light within you
Guide your way on.

[LoisLane]

Penny love and blessings to you and showing us the way of courage and faith xxoo Lois

[Crn]

Penny,
Thinking of you all day as I have watched the crazy weather out my library windows here in Chicago. We have had tumultuous clouds crossing the sky followed by bright sunshine, then patchy downpours and sunshine again - very much an analogy for this cancer journey we have been forced to take.
I hope your days are filled with more sunshine that downpours : ).
Praying for you,
Cindy

[Jen]

Penny my thoughts & prayers are with you and your family.

[hestko76]

I prayed for you, Penny, today. May our Lord keep you under his care.

[ariana]

Penny, thinking of you today, saying a prayer. Love you sweetheart.

[Mtngrl]

Penny,

I am holding you in prayer.

Love,
Amy

[Redwolf8812]

Thank You, Lord. Bilirubin came down @ 3 points. Chemo today. Off next week. Please continue to pray. Thanks!
- Penny

[Bunty]

We'll take every blessing Penny - keeping you in my prayers that chemo does it's work.....
Marie

[Carol Ann]

So grateful and glad to hear from you, Penny. Praying for you, keep those numbers coming down!

Carol Ann

[ariana]

Penny , This situation reminds me of a song from the early 70s

Put your hand in a hand. by the Oceans

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1iAaKHd7z8

[Yorkiegirl]

Penny prayers still continue for you.

[suzan w]

Stay strong!!!

[Des]

Praying for you my dear sister in Christ.

[KDR]

Hi, Penny,
You are RIGHT there: Abramson Cancer Center. My integrative doctor has been using Keytruda on a non-breast or non-melanoma metastatic patient and his recovery has been astounding. He's battled lung cancer mets to *everywhere* and Keytruda has wiped it out of his body.

Check this out:

Keytruda® with Hypofractionated Radiotherapy for Metastatic Breast Cancer
RADVAX: A Stratified Phase I Trial of Pembrolizumab With Hypofractionated Radiotherapy in Patients With Advanced and Metastatic Cancers (NCT02303990)

Summary
The immunotherapy pembrolizumab (Keytruda®) targets programmed cell death 1 (PD-1), a receptor that keeps the immune system from attacking cancer cells. It is approved for treating metastatic melanoma and is being studied in metastatic breast and other cancers. Hypofractionated radiation delivers larger doses of radiation in less amount of time than standard radiation therapy. This trial is investigating the effectiveness of using hypofractionated radiotherapy in combination with Keytruda for treating metastatic breast (and other advanced) cancers that have progressed on at least one prior therapy.
This is a Phase I trial


Love you, girl
Karen

[Laurel]

So very glad to hear the good news, Penny! Thankful for answered prayers!

[thinkpositive]

Sending prayers and healing thoughts to you each and every day Penny!

[Becky]

Thinking of ypu always.

[SusanN]

Praying for strength, peace and healing dear Penny!!!

[Saygoon]

Keep the faith - dont give up

[valleygirl]

Sending prayers

[Mtngrl]

Penny,

I pray for you every day.

Love and blessings,
Amy

[Crn]

Penny,
Thinking of you and sending prayers.
Cindy

[ariana]

Penny, Wondering how you are doing??? Please let us know.
Still praying for you.

[KDR]

Hey, Penny, another with Keytruda! I've seen this drug in action! This one is in AZ. Best of luck.
Love Karen


NEW Keytruda with Herceptin or Kadcyla in Advanced Breast (and Other) Cancer
A Phase Ib/II Study of Pembrolizumab and Monoclonal Antibody Therapy in Patients With Advanced Cancer (PembroMab (NCT02318901)

Summary
Pembrolizumab (Keytruda®) is a new immunotherapy agent that works by blocking a protein called programmed cell death (PD-1) that normally keeps the body's immune system from attacking and destroying tumor cells. It has recently approved for treating metastatic melanoma and may also be effective in other types of cancer. Ado-trastuzumab ematansine/T-DM1 (Kadcyla®) is a HER2-targeted therapy that combines the chemotherapy drug DMI with the HER2-targeted therapy trastuzumab (Herceptin®). In patients with HER2+ metastatic breast cancer, this study will compare the safety and effectiveness of Keytruda and Herceptin with Keytruda and Kadcyla. Patients with other types of cancers will be enrolled in different arms of the study.
This is a Phase I-II trial