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Shobha
06-17-2009, 09:00 AM
I think I will go crazy one of these days...

Just a two weeks ago, they told me the MRI of the left mastectomy area was clean but last night I found a tiny itchy pinprick sized bump under my armpit, near the scar line...could the MRI have missed it??

I have left a message for my surgeon but I am pacing up and down, checking it in the mirror every few minutes ...will I ever stop worrying :(

love,
shobha

Believe51
06-17-2009, 09:27 AM
Hey Shobha, I cannot answer your post in the manner in which you need. What I can do is let you know I am here doing my own pacing and I would like us both to sit down as we await the answers. Come sit down by my side and talk about all things NOT breast cancer for a moment.

A few days ago I went to the campfire to burn my fears and negative energy there. Could I trust you by yourself if I went over there with yours so I could stoke the fire and watch them burn?? You could come with me but you are awaiting a phone call and posts from our sisters and brothers. Be back to the forum as soon as I watch them final embers burn.>>Believe51

SoCalGal
06-17-2009, 01:28 PM
That reminded me of a poem I wrote years ago, something about a dot, a dot, a dash, a blip, a drip, a drop...

AND how these words and "things" control our otherwise fine moment in time. I say, it could be anything. Something. Or nothing. Near the scarline - you could be throwing a stitch. One came out of me about a year ago. That was YEARS past my surgery.
Itchy? A stitch, a bite, an-ingrown who knows what.

You did the right thing...You took action (the phonecall) now try to get back into real time and remember that right now you are fine. Here's a strong hug!
Flori

rl2
06-17-2009, 02:16 PM
sometimes an itchy red dot is just an itchy red dot!

Its good to be cautious, good to call the doctor.

Shobha
06-17-2009, 02:25 PM
Thank you so much Marie for burning my fears by the camp fire..I am just too jumpy right now.

Thank you Flori, I really needed that hug and the line from your cute poem - you made me feel lighter. I am still checking that red dot, hoping it will disappear some how and fully expecting it to burst into flames any minute!

Thank you, rl2. I hope you are right and it is just some silly prickly heat.

As always - can't tell you all how much you all mean to me.

hugs,
shobha