anonymous
09-01-2004, 11:30 AM
Thank you both for your kind responses and to everyone else too. You are so right. I am tired, tired of feeling crummy most of the time. I am also anemic so that is in the mix too. It is such a fine balancing act to get longevity versus quality of life. I haven't figured out the balance yet.
My onc did tell me that I tend to flog myself physically more than any other patient he has ever had. ( I always figured that's what you do when you have young kids ) but I just can't do it anymore. Hard to admit, and I do feel guilty about it. I feel guilty if I even miss one xeloda pill. I feel like I should keep flogging away until the bitter end.
So thanks one and all for your kind responses.You are all fantastic women with more courage and empathy in your little finger than most of the rest of the world.
God bless all of you.
My onc did tell me that I tend to flog myself physically more than any other patient he has ever had. ( I always figured that's what you do when you have young kids ) but I just can't do it anymore. Hard to admit, and I do feel guilty about it. I feel guilty if I even miss one xeloda pill. I feel like I should keep flogging away until the bitter end.
So thanks one and all for your kind responses.You are all fantastic women with more courage and empathy in your little finger than most of the rest of the world.
God bless all of you.