I'm helplessly Drowning in a Sea of Pink

[nsebesta]

Dear Jen, I understand your anguish all to well. I lost my mother on Christmas day 2008 and then my 19 year old son 6 mos later. I've been stage 4 since April 2004 and wondered why God would take my son and not me. The most comforting words offered to me so far were that "that was his journey God had for him - not yours". God does have a plan for all of us- trust Him. Try not to be angry at Him...you will need Him to get through this. This is your mothers journey...she was a God send to me so many times. My heart goes out to you. I will pray for you and your family.