A simple formula for changing the future

[Mandamoo]

Thank you Andi - when you are in the midst of very frightening symptoms and feel death is if not imminent it is close - it is incredibly hard to project thoughts of living to see my 6year old son's wedding (the image I have always visualised). I will read and re-read above. I am always on the front foot but physical symptoms become very frightening - how did you deal with this?
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